"Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful.

... But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering." -Paulo Coelho

Only now that I'm so close to seeing him again do I feel like I am actually capable of, one day, moving on. I can never forget, for even though I knew him for so brief a time, he had such an impact on my life, in a positive way. But I cannot wait for something that may never come.

He showed me what to look for. Now I just have to find it again.